THERE WAS A TIME (CORRECTED)

There was a time; I suffered so much I wanted to take it out of me, and I did all the physical pain to release mu inner pain. The days when I played for fun were over, I was only 10 years old when playing was more an activity to not look weird among my friends. I tried to hurt myself to see if the spiritual pain disappeared, but this never happened, the death of my brother hurt me as I never though it may. How is it possible to want to die when you are 10 years old, how is it possible a person felt that much pain and hate against the world. I spent a whole year like this, and everything changed when I went to Secondary School, I did not know how, but it was like someone or something was telling me I should not be sad, and that I had a long life to live. Now I try to live with my past took away, and I know we are messengers on earth. I believe in angels, I’m blessed to tell myself I suffered that much to become who I am today. I know there is someone watching over me, my own personal baby angel.

THERE WAS A TIME

There was a time; I suffer so much I wanted to take it out of me, and I did all the physical pain to release mu inner pain. The days when I play for fun were over, I was only 10 years old when to play was more an activity to not look weird among my friends. I try to hurt myself to see if the spiritual pain disappear, but this never happen, the death of my brother hurt me as I never though it may. How it is possible to want to die when you are 10 years old, how is it possible that a person feel that much pain and hate against the world. I spent a whole year like this, and everything change when I went to Secondary School, I did not know how, but it was like someone or something was telling me I should not be sad, and that I have a long life to live. Now I try to live with my past took away, and I know we are messengers on earth. I believe in angels, I’m blessed to tell myself I suffer that much to become who I am today. I know there is someone watching over me, my own personal baby angel.